Friday, March 7, 2008

The Trigger -3

[14:35] RAVI KALYAN: i want to cm out of this rat race life
[14:36] RAVI KALYAN: as sn as possilble
[14:36] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: it will be rat race as long as u think in that direction
[14:36] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: do what u like to
[14:36] RAVI KALYAN: i mn i want complete freedom
[14:36] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: its in ur hands
[14:37] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: no one can arrest ur freedom with out ur permission[14:37] RAVI KALYAN: wonderful
[14:37] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: its all in ur brains bud
[14:37] RAVI KALYAN: let me put it in other words
[14:38] RAVI KALYAN: i want to create some thing substantial on my own
[14:38] RAVI KALYAN: for me &subsequently evry1
[14:39] RAVI KALYAN: if u wrk,u r jst wrking
[14:39] RAVI KALYAN: ur creativity can't be at ur best
[14:39] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: I think thats just a mental block
[14:39] RAVI KALYAN: k
[14:39] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: u got to be aware of y u think in a particular way
[14:40] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: does that really makes sense
[14:40] RAVI KALYAN: not k[14:40] RAVI KALYAN: cd not ustand
[14:40] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: wat I mean is “focus on the source of the thought rather than the thought itself”
[14:40] RAVI KALYAN: k
[14:40] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: u will find the truth
[14:40] RAVI KALYAN: i want more freedom than wat i have
[14:40] RAVI KALYAN: show me ways
[14:41] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: how do u define freedom in ur ways
[14:41] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: I will proceed based on ur definition
[14:42] RAVI KALYAN: doing what i want in my way
[14:42] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: what is stopping u now from doing it ur way...
[14:42] RAVI KALYAN: world is trying to influence me
[14:42] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: be specific
[14:42] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: and complete to ur best
[14:43] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: when u answer don just jump in to answer
[14:43] RAVI KALYAN: i want to influence the world
[14:43] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: in what way
[14:43] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: how is that related to u not having freedom
[14:44] RAVI KALYAN: to keep it simple
[14:44] RAVI KALYAN: i want to dedicate my life myself
[14:45] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: hmm...
[14:45] RAVI KALYAN: and help others in my own way
[14:45] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: u need to be still clear
[14:45] RAVI KALYAN: if i b myself
[14:45] RAVI KALYAN: the only thing i do is
[14:45] RAVI KALYAN: help others
[14:46] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: can u rephrase it?
[14:46] RAVI KALYAN: so world is encouraging me to be selfish
[14:46] RAVI KALYAN: ya sure
[14:46] RAVI KALYAN: if i b myself
[14:46] RAVI KALYAN: the only thing i do is help others
[14:46] RAVI KALYAN: world is encouraging me to be selfish
[14:47] RAVI KALYAN: but not helping others
[14:47] RAVI KALYAN: iam able to take help
[14:47] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: which means u are not inside out but ouside in ...
[14:47] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: so the problem is in U
[14:47] RAVI KALYAN: bt not otherway round?
[14:47] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: u got to change ur approach towards urself
[14:48] RAVI KALYAN: yes fr sure, but it is not completely in me
[14:48] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: I have written an article on
[14:48] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: You are the world – An insight to Inside out approach [14:48] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: did u read it?
[14:48] RAVI KALYAN: saw it
[14:48] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: in my blog
[14:49] RAVI KALYAN: read it,the heading
[14:49] RAVI KALYAN: will read it
[14:49] RAVI KALYAN: completely
[14:49] RAVI KALYAN: soon
[14:49] RAVI KALYAN: i knw
[14:49] RAVI KALYAN: let me ask u 1thing
[14:49] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: ...world today is the expression of millions and millions years of t
[14:49] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: traditional and conventional approach towards life
[14:50] RAVI KALYAN: k
[14:50] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: when u start approaching life with outside in approach[14:50] RAVI KALYAN: k...
[14:50] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: which means ( u geeting affectd by world)
[14:50] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: u can never ever get out from that loop
[14:51] RAVI KALYAN: k
[14:51] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: ur approach towards life should be fresh and new every moment
[14:51] RAVI KALYAN: k
[14:51] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: then u will start looking at the world with altogether a different picture
[14:51] RAVI KALYAN: yes world does'nt let u tu be so..
[14:52] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: thats again a mental block
[14:52] RAVI KALYAN: let me ask u 1thing
[14:52] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: hmm
[14:52] RAVI KALYAN: can i?
[14:52] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: hmm
[14:53] RAVI KALYAN: i have a vision fr ur life
[14:53] RAVI KALYAN: d u have fr me
[14:53] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: I dint get ur point rephrase
[14:53] RAVI KALYAN: being a close and dear friend
[14:53] RAVI KALYAN: i think i know ur +ves and -ves
[14:54] RAVI KALYAN: so i dream of a life fr u
[14:54] RAVI KALYAN: it jst comes into my mind
[14:54] RAVI KALYAN: evry time i cntact u
[14:54] RAVI KALYAN: so d u hav simlr ideas
[14:55] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: u mean for u
[14:55] RAVI KALYAN: yeah
[14:55] RAVI KALYAN: i that way eithr u will b correct or me
[14:55] RAVI KALYAN: k
[14:55] RAVI KALYAN: let me change ur approach now
[14:56] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: but I live in the present ...atleast I think I do
[14:56] RAVI KALYAN: let me knw wat u want me to do in future as afriend
[14:56] RAVI KALYAN: if ur right,i wl follow u
[14:57] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: one thing that I want to make clear is
[14:57] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: doing it in future and projecting the same has very little significance, it may or may not be true
[14:58] RAVI KALYAN: k now
[14:58] RAVI KALYAN: tell me in wat way
[14:58] RAVI KALYAN: i shd act now
[14:58] RAVI KALYAN: may sound odd,sorry
[14:58] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: action should be an expression of 100% selfless being [14:59] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: I can understand ur current mental situation
[14:59] RAVI KALYAN: if 1 wants to be so
[14:59] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: only thing I can suggest u at this point of time is
[14:59] RAVI KALYAN: meditation???
[14:59] RAVI KALYAN: haha...
[14:59] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: no not meditation
[15:00] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: and there is nothing funny in meditating
[15:00] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: ur attitude and [15:00] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: openness
[15:00] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: to accept and approach truth
[15:00] RAVI KALYAN: no nothing funny in meditation
[15:01] RAVI KALYAN: me mentioning it in wrong time
[15:01] RAVI KALYAN: was funny for me
[15:02] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: and let me give u the key ...humility and surrendering [15:02] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: completely with ur heart ,soul, mind and body
[15:03] RAVI KALYAN: wat i look is using them completely in my way
[15:03] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: these qualities cultivate love in ur heart and that leads u to freedom
[15:03] RAVI KALYAN: cultivates to freedom and power
[15:03] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: come out of ur too intelligent self for a while
[15:03] RAVI KALYAN: no iam not
[15:04] RAVI KALYAN: iam jst speaking my foolish heart
[15:04] RAVI KALYAN: as there is no other place to speak it[15:04] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: I dint want to sound harsh
[15:04] RAVI KALYAN: i knw
[15:05] RAVI KALYAN: i did'nt think so
[15:05] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: but as I said u got to have a questioning and receptive mind after profound enquiry
[15:05] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: but not a completely known and jammed mind
[15:06] RAVI KALYAN: i knw
[15:06] RAVI KALYAN: but percentage matters
[15:06] RAVI KALYAN: may be iam more questioning
[15:06] RAVI KALYAN: and least listening
[15:07] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: u r skeptical rather than questioning
[15:07] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: when I say questioning it means inquisitive
[15:07] RAVI KALYAN: but essence of my question and essence of replies till now in my life have not changed
[15:08] RAVI KALYAN: so now there r 2 questions
[15:08] RAVI KALYAN: world poses a question 2 me
[15:08] RAVI KALYAN: and iam posing a question to world
[15:08] RAVI KALYAN: but i have the answer to the world
[15:09] RAVI KALYAN: but i jst don't wnt to reply
[15:09] RAVI KALYAN: but I feel like world is trying to answer me, but iam not convinced[15:09] RAVI KALYAN: so again its a loop
[15:09] RAVI KALYAN: whch i want to brk
[15:10] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: ur approach to the world and u is through friction of thoughts
[15:10] baluakul@gmail.com/Meebo: and the world u r referring here is not the true world but it is just the projection of your own self and imagination that it is the true ..it may be true just for u..
[15:10] RAVI KALYAN: k

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